I have lived a stupid and reckless life getting into the things of this world. The role playing games I designed were perfected and at the final stage before printing. I had vowed to be the best role playing game designer ever. The LORD saw that I would be the worst.
As a young man I was getting into all kinds of movies and music so far from the LORD I could not be found. By God's grace and mercy the good LORD saw something in me that was useful to humanity. He saw that all the temperal skills I had in role playing games could be used for poetry, books, websites stories and more to serve LORD Jesus Christ.
God has keep the rankings of this website to ever get anywhere probably because God will use this ministry as an end time ministry. Satan sent a devil in the form of Brock Dale Bernstein, who I curse daily, to tear this ministry to pieces. I have been struggling from the start of this ministry to get it going. It has been an uphill battle all the way from day one. For well over a decade I have struggled with mental insanity which has been so hard to live with. I am just like you in so many ways being that I need a Savior too and Jesus Christ is His name. That is not in a worldly idol, an actor or movie star, a worthless Muslim president, or serving an idol such as a TV, or simply putting all my resources into a car or home.
I am a simple, humble man with a dirty mouth of anger that I simply cannot control, that by the way tells the truth. I live off pension just what I earned from the Marine Corps and nothing more. I don't care about riches or fame nor do I want statues or pictures of me anywhere. I just want to share Jesus with people and have working computers and enough money to survive on. I have grown weary of taking care of orphans to whom the world has shown me they do not care at all for. We are a very selfish nation. We show unwed teenage sex is okay and when you have a baby you can simply abort it. That is no different than the heathen nations around Israel and even what Israel once became. Now we too, the USA, has totally abandoned God. As a result we are reaping those curses as described in the Bible's pages. Be prepared for things to get worse as our God pulls back His hedge of protection even more. amen... This may very well happen July 1st, 2014 as the new tax law HR2847 comes into effect.
I have created to the best of my ability a site that honors and worships LORD Jesus Christ. No one ever comes here partially because Brock Dale Bernstein robbed this ministries power to accelerate in the search engines. People are so mad at me because I do not forgive a devil. I am sad because all the work I have put into this site the few people who actually come here quickly click away. I have only received a few comments and one was unfavorable at that. I am so sad that people will spend thousands of hours being entertained by Satanic trash and I cannot even convince a few to come to a site where I give away all my talents for free. It breaks my heart and nearly brings me to tears. I am very very hurt by people. People will spend so much time in front of the TV never reading the Bible or ever caring about a God that loves them. I see cars that are jacked way up high or cars with tiny wheels and lowered to the ground with massive stereos going thump thump thump. Sadly all who do these things show what little they care. We drink expensive alcohol use tobacco or even expensive illegal drugs. We are all so selfish!
THE PEOPLE OF THIS WORLD HAVE BROUGHT ME TO TEARS!!!
WE NEED JESUS CHRIST TO RULE OVER OUR LIVES AND THIS WICKED EVIL WORLD.
I have heard people say, "I know where I am going!" No you don't! I have staired at the gates of hell for so long only wondering hoping and working out my salvation with fear and trembling fearing God all the way in hopes of heaven. I hope now I have pleased my Creator and that He will finally write my name in the LAMB's Book of Life. I hope one day to see God again while I am outside of prison walls. I hope for an end which is coming soon!
Guns in the hands of liberals. Hey I have the right to say what I mean, I fought for this country as a US Marine.
A thought just came to my mind. It doesn't happen often. We as churches or different Christian religions want to take the Bible and make full sense of it. The Bible is not designed to work that way. We buy the easy to read and watered down modern Bibles. The few times I have tried to read them I can't understand a thing they are trying to say. Modern Bibles are all open to interpretation. Even my own church twists the Bible to the max. We do not use the time honored King James AV. People that are there, even very smart people, read from highly corrupt even paraphrased Bibles. I get frustrated. I do not mean to say this out of pride or ego, but I am a Bible scholar. I know what I am talking about. I spent 8 years 7 months in prison with the Bible all day almost every day except the times I was left in medical cells and rubber rooms. Almost all the time I had a Bible in my hands reading the Bible did not make the most sense to me. While I prayed for guidance and help, much later I prayed for wisdom, understanding did not come till later. Even now much of the Bible I do not understand. I have not figured out a code to the names in 1 Chronicles nor will I if a code is even there. I figured out a code to the name chronicles in Luke but I think it is lost forever due to computer crashes. Anyhow we are being stupid thinking one church has the full understanding of the Bible. I don't by any means want to claim my church or by no means I myself have full knowledge and that is why I leave expertise to others. When I carry my ancient Bibles to church rarely am I allowed to read from them because they say they are too hard to understand even though I modernize the ancient text. I am learning there is a congruency to these ancient Bibles. They all make sense and the text agrees with the Hebrew, Aramaic, and Greek words. No modern Bibles should be used ever because they do not speak the words of God. You do not see modern Bible translators being burned at the stake because their Bibles keep people happy. Well my message is similar to Jesus' message to the rich man. People do not want to hear that they have to sell all they own. People do not want to hear they have to quit the gay lifestyle. People do not want to hear that church must be held on Saturday and that we need to keep the Sabbath, Saturday, holy. People do not want to hear they have to read the Bible and even a King James 1611. God forbid people can't drink, use tobacco, do drugs, waste money, or live life as a fool. Life is not you centered it is about God and treating your neighbor fair. The above sentence is what the Ten Commandments teach. I am sorry but personal gain and aquiring toys and wealth is not right in God's eyes. What is right is obeying God's commandments and they really aren't all that hard. If Heaven is not important to you go on and don't worry. However if you want what the Bible describes below:
(Psa 16:11) Thou wilt shew me the path of life: in thy presence is fulness of joy; at thy right hand there are pleasures for evermore.
Then you will have to work for it. I am sorry but a plate full of Christianity with no works is useless. I see it over and over again churches quoting the following but forgetting the verse that comes after. After all they have an agenda to please you and see that money goes in the pot. Here at Bible Heaven this website is self sustainable. I pay for it out of my Marine Corps pension and I always pay the bill. I don't need your donations because I never recieve them anyhow and I am quite used to bearing the full burden myself. Let us examine the following verses:
(Eph 2:8) For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God:
(Eph 2:9) Not of works, lest any man should boast.
Our salvation is not based on works otherwise people would go around bragging about all they do. It is kind of like i-Bethel which I live across the highway from. People are paying massive amounts of money for power. The powers they obtain come from the Devil. All I want is the power to love others which I do the best I can even though my enemies I strongly hate. Sorry God I can't help it. The following verse comes after verse 9 and it says that we have to have good works in addition to our faith.
(Eph 2:10) For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus unto good works, which God hath before ordained that we should walk in them.
God forbid we tell others that their Bibles are wrong Bibles to read because they meet our churches criteria. God forbid we teach people they can be saved by doing absolutely nothing for God. I am so sick and tired when someone tells me the date they got saved. Have you ever seen the book of life; I sure haven't. I don't know when God pens our names in there. It may be that they are penned at birth, death, somewhere in between, or even before the foundation of this Earth. I am not chancing it. I curse constantly, and I strongly dislike people that are church phonies and those that hate God. While there is a lot of love in me there is also a lot of hate in me. I don't always forgive those who have done me or my friends wrong and I sure do not pray for my enemies though I used to. Sadly I feel I have become more and more bitter.
For one I think our government has completely failed us. I do not trust our leaders. I am tired of the wickedness in high places and if you haven't guessed it I can't stand our president though 4 in 10 love him. I know who he is and personally I feel he is Satan. Even though I talk a lot of garbage and sin regularly I fear God and I fear hell. I work out my own salvation with fear and trembling. amen
It is my prayer to see God come back. We need Jesus Christ to rule our lives because these idiots they give us to vote for are worthless. We need God in court, military, schools, and wherever else we can possibly put him. I believe Jesus will return soon and I pray for his coming. amen Dated: March 21, 2014
Here are a few verses to think about:
(Pro 10:12) Hatred stirreth up strifes: but love covereth all sins.
(1Pe 4:8) And above all things have fervent charity among yourselves: for charity shall cover the multitude of sins.
(Ecc 12:13) Let us hear the conclusion of the whole matter: Fear God, and keep his commandments: for this is the whole duty of man.
(Ecc 12:14) For God shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it be good, or whether it be evil.
Happy Sabbath, The following was written as an email on the night of the Sabbath day. March 21, 2014
After years of tolerating Ellen G White I became so sick of Adventism I finally left that church. The Sabbath will not save you nor will Ellen G White but rather our LORD Jesus Christ he paid the penalty for death and hell and he saves us.
I do enjoy the Sabbath day. It is a day where I can rest and I can't spend money. On a deeper level God gives me good peaceful dreams. I can rest from the demons that attack all night. While I still wrestle with demons during the day, my days are better. God made the Sabbath for our enjoyment. In heaven we will work six other days a week perhaps in gardening or in court learning God's truths about people who did not make it. We will have a day where everyone shall be taught of the LORD God Almighty. God is a great teacher and it will be fun to learn from Him. He will bring us health and prosperity. Life will be fun. We will see all our friends and be reunited with loved ones. Our neighbors will be our best friends. God will teach us new songs and better ways of life. Our lives will be in a new Earth rather than planted on a cloud as the world tries to teach us. Fruit will never go bad as disease and germs will be over. Never will we get sick again. I believe all this and more is coming so soon. The first of the Tetrad begins April 15, 2014 on Passover. To the church who is not sleeping God provided the signs in the heavens to give us strong evidence to when the LORD's return is. Sadly our church will not accept the feast days of the LORD.
I have to tell you something important. I read "National Sunday Law" in prison. After reading it I could not believe my ears. I was shocked. I thought something must be done. I had written somewhere in my writings that I had to stop this. Being in prison and knowing the truth is hard because there is nothing you can do. I tried to reach family and friends and I was strongly rebuked about salvation through Jesus Christ. They were incensed and later after prison I learned many of them were atheists. Anyhow I was so worried about what would happen. I set out to stop this matter but was strongly rebuked by God. I thought how it was in the power of God to release me so I could spend my days trying my all to stop it. After I could see God was not going to let me stop this madness I turned on God. In my frustration I blasphemed God in front of all the people of our cell block. Later someone said that what I said was wrong. I panicked and the fear of the LORD hit me hard. I knew I had to repent. For a week I was in great fear unknowing if God would forgive me wondering if my soul would be destroyed as Satan's. Finally exactly one week later I had my chance. Demonic cellmates all around me disrupted the meeting till there were so few minutes left. Finally at last with my hand in the air I was called on. I repented of my evil and said some very good words about God. God forgave me and at that point I felt God assigned me to a higher purpose and plan. It is not about the Sabbath or the Sunday Law I later thought. It is about a life fulfilled with Jesus Christ at the head and me at the tail. I realized my position in Christ and that despite insanity I had to put God first in all things. For so long I tried to tell God how to run his Kingdom not knowing that his plan is bigger. It is like this website. It is not visited by anyone. I keep trying to check visitors but they click away before the page can even load. While MarinesforChrist is continually visited as is childrensministriespk.com other sites get no traffic. While I agree with you on the youtubes I cannot fight God. The rebuke was so strong and when I redid the youtubes the computer ran great. Even now I see what God wants me to write. When I write things not inline with God's purpose the pages will not save. When the text is right I can save and publish without a hitch. I do believe God has a higher plan with these sites. When or how they will be used I do not know, but I don't believe the work nor the huge amounts of money spent is in vain. I am having trouble believing in gloom and doom. I believe God has a higher way. I believe as the Bible teaches that the blue laws went into effect in the dark ages and never to happen again. I see too many verses that conflict with evils we are about to face. I see a light shining from out of the tunnel and just as our initials say SDA I think it means Super Days Ahead. God is not out to punish us. There are a lot of great people in this country and around the world. God knows we have suffered enough already. I believe the time is near where our God will take us home. amen and amen....
PS I am finally learning to smile again. I have one picture my church elder took of me smileing just a short time after prison. It was just before Brock began stealing from me. I just wish I were able to do my art once again. My spirit has been so low for so long, (Even suicidal for a time.) some days it is all I can do just to survive. I am sorry but Brock seriously wounded me. After all it was the fact he was my caretaker and pastor that he used his position to destroy my life. I do not forgive Brock because I know him to be a devil. The Bible says: (Rev 2:10) Fear none of those things which thou shalt suffer: behold, the devil shall cast some of you into prison, that ye may be tried; and ye shall have tribulation ten days: be thou faithful unto death, and I will give thee a crown of life. After Brock Dale Bernstein stole all my money he sent me back to prison for exactly ten days. When I finally see Brock bound in chains then I will be at peace again. It took me going to prison for almost a decade at the hands of Todd Jessie Garton. Now Brock Dale Bernstein reigns free King over me. Somehow I hope this changes and the tail becomes the head on April 15, 2014. I hope my dream of having a ministry comes true. So far this ministry has been destroyed by Satan. I know God will put this entire ministry into the search engines in God's best time. I am hoping and praying that this time will be the 15th of Nisan or April 15, 2014. That date signifies the beginning of the Tetrad. People are taking this Tetrad all too lightly saying us Christians are superstitious. I know for a fact God will find the neighsayers as fools. Amen to that. I pray God curses the ones that are blaspheming God about this Tetrad and at the same time blesses us Christians. Amen